Journey through my Thirties.

9 o’clock came and I thought I had a day off.

From no where the phone rings and I am working at the local "Special development" school… totally outside anything I have ever done before.

Every student had special needs and I marvel at the strength their parents must have.

… very busy person.

Working CRT.

Designing.

Drama School.

Fitting in my Greys addiction.

being Mum.

Being Wife.

Eating.

And Sleep (sometimes).

Can’t complain. Need Money. Time would be nice. BVut what would I do anyway…. watch more TV. lol

Tegan is my step daughter and she turns 13 this month. 

I’ve been in her life (or she’s been in mine) since she was almost 2… I was 18.  Of course I loved her straight away - she was the cutest kid, but certainly the love grew when she started living with us … and then seeing her with my kids (she is an amazing big sister and helper to me)… well I want it to ...

I have an addiction… seriously!!

I am obssessed with Greys Anatomy… I even visit a forum to talk about it … but I have made some great friends (some over 20 so I’m not to silly).  I adore Patrick dempsey… have since Can’t Buy Me Love… gah!!!  He has gone from Totally Geek to Totally Sheik (If you’ve seen CBML you will get that)

Television is my hobby… people roll their eyes at me usually when I ...

So I changed the name of my mumspace. 

You see I turn… thirty this year.

True Story!!! And I am sad about it.

I always laughed at woman who hated getting older… now I am laughing at myself.

The thing is my dream age was always 25.  And now I am not even going to be in my twenties anymore.

*sigh*

Oh well.  I still have a few months left to go so perhaps I will be okay with it when ...

It’s been a long few years… 2005 was… hideous.

We lost a baby and then battled cancer (DH)

2006 was a tough year financially.  DH was recovering and could only work part time, I was pregnant.

It has been a battle and has brought us to this point… moneys tight and yesterday…. yeasterday it was too much.  But DH and I decided together to be positive, to work on moving forward.  SO today I registered for CRT work ...

I am…

A mother first … even on days when I’d like to give them away.

Tired often.

A wife to my best friend.

Sadly addicted to a TV show.

Determined to loose weight (20kilos so far)

A Teacher.

Anxious when I don’t  know the outcome.

So much more than words on a compputer screen.

I am me.